right or left?

valentine is passed for 2 weeks time ad..
tat is the 1st valentine day i will feel lonely n bored...
keep hide at hse n never step out the hse...ya..jz go out for fetch my sis..
facing on comp n nth to do...
at the nite...beetebg a.k.a bt sms me...
fuyoh..
she sms me..tomo wan buy toto ad...
haha..dun b hapy to early...
she said i should nt cont like tat jor..
nt good for me n her..
she asked me..
is tat me feel guildy or really love her oni find her..
bt nw i thki oni got the answer..
i thk both of tat oso the reason..
but...
i thk i woke up ad...
if she forgive me..
den?is tat everythg will same as las time?
no rite?will we better?no...
i thk the best way is let go...
if stilll love her..jz hope her happy...
bt...hope u happy always...if u need any hlp...jz say...i will...
GOD is manage our life for us..if we will still meet up..i wil b..
waikit...annie...dun worry ad..it is pass...

nw recently...got 1 ipoh gal get into my life...
i thk me n her hard to b longer...no coz of the distance we are...
jz oz f i haven prepared to get pak tor nw..
sry..christen...i noe u treat me nicely..
bt...i jz have hao gan at u...
however..u r my gf..
i will treat u nicely oso...
jz let time wash my brain...
i really have no idea..
i can tell u guys the truth...
ya...i still got thk bout bt...
but it is less ad...
haizzz...jz let it b itself..
i have no idea d..
nw i jz wan b a happy boy~~
any bad thg..fuk off~~~
n the @!#!@#!# jiaying.......haizz
wateva la....

BAD THING>>>fuck off...
i m happy nw...
BAD THING...SIAM~~

PEK PAU NG LOU

today i lost my job!!!
vy sad izzit?
lol..i din feel any sad n feel vy happy when i go out from the lj bookstore!!
wakaka..mrs poh bye bye...
see ur face i oso wan vomit..scold me at the morning la..
jz came n i looking for wad work cna i do..den say i din do anythg la..
MCB...
den i go ask for sushi king..thx god..they wan me...
but...when i go into mom car...
the war between son n mother start...
i tell my mom i goin to sushi king for work..
den she say no...i dunno y..den start argue wif her..
she giving the reason tat cant acceptable...
however..i sure lose...
she say 1 word..u try go do the job u noe...
swt la..
den when dinner..dad scold again..
swt la..nvm la just folo wad they say la..
i mayb go learn japanese >.<
daddy mummy...sry..coz argue wif ur n make some din respect ur...
i will respect ur..i will stop work..
love both of u vy much...
dad n mom..thx a lot

Wad Happen??

today..is the day unforgetable...
both of them came..
at morning time...i m vy happy coz my mind is out of the suffer...
den me n king go to mc d have lunch..coz tat cb quek go learn car...
haha..the teacher sure fell vy scary 1...
quek=pemandu bahaya...
lol
den jiaying sms me..
ask me whr am i...
lol...i tot tat she jz wna chat wif me..
dim ji..when i go back to work place from toilet...
she appear in fornt of me...
god damn..
she is the gal i felt sry to her coz...
she treat me nicely n vyvy good...
she said she got some feeling on me(dunno is tat true)
bt my mind still got another gal..
tat is beeteng a.k.a bt...
hw come this happen?
OMG...
Darmaas(T'ben bro) came..
he told me tat bt ponteng n never go sch...
i felt disappointed..her result oredi sux..she still wan ponteng?
wad X o..dunno y i still care abt her..
wad for?jz bring me a lot of suffer oni..
fine..but...
during nite time b4 i go home..
she n her mom came..
damn god..she come buy reference book..which is under my department...
i godlike ad..i dun dare to move near..stay away from my department..
haha..i m mice..
king was trying to push me go near..but he fail..
my heart wan to go near..bt i dun dare...
but i go near at the end...
dunno y...when i go near...she gone..
i thk coz of me ba...
u noe it jz a small action?
but it was hurt me a lot..
she go away from me..jz left me n her mom thr..i promoting the book for her mom...swt...not her..
wateva la..haizz..den i go keep my bag n go home..
y must me?
teach me hw to do plz...

CHAM CHAM CHAM AT PORPULAR

haizz...today work like cow la..
everyday like this i really gonna crazy..
me my fren quek n hoo king goin to boycott this book store..
today when i jz reach the book store..
enter office..goin to put down my bag..
erm..nope..haven put down my bag...
the BOS GILA said...KONG,today i need u do this do tat do this do tat bla bla bla..

wa..she thk i m machine?
my fren hoo king more cham..
dunno y his head always wan to bully him..swt la
jz reach call him go hse keeping at the file thr..
put the same type in 1 column...wa..
u noe?u guys like to buy thg n put the file which dun wan MERATA-RATA??
he spent abt 4-5 hrs to keep tat side nicely..god damn..

another fren quek more cham..
he from sk sch..n never learn 1 word of chinese word..sry i thk got 3 word which is his name...
lol...he from chinese department...wa..some1 who dunno chinese go work at CHINESE department..
u noe hw cham he is?
haizz...the boss is brainless la..

we working like cow..she sitting inside office dunno type wad document...
damn...it need many time??go hell la...


SO GUYS...
dun even thk the popular and those vy named company is the best..
u noe y they so fat(rich)??becoz cuttting the worker salary!!!

Popular SUX!!!!!RM3.50/HRS??
PUI...

The Day U come..

2 more month is the annivesary me n her broken up for 1 years...
i knew tat i was hurt her badly last time..
bt y she cant even trust me 1 more time?
k..fine..ur wish..

BUT...

is tat me really can do it??
ya..i THINK i can do it..
i din meet her for ling time..n never thk abt her during this momment..
in this moment i m vyvyvyvy happy without any suffer...

NICE RITE?
BUT...

jz few day ago..
she came to my working place wif her mom n her bro to find my fren(hoo king) which is her bro...
at tat momment me n quek n king was standing bside the A4 paper place...
the angle is direct through the front door..
tat y i cna saw her when she enter the bookstore..
damn!!!i saw her...aiya...no feeling de la...tat ok..

BUT..

dunno y i cant control myself n look on her...
i scare she noe i looking on her...dunno when i bcome so "MICE"
hey..bro...tats goin to 1 year ad??
when it oni goin to end?
or wont end forever??
i start thk abt her again..
my mood drop from highest point to the ground..
no smiling at all..

HAIZ...

TO:TAT GAL
u noe i love u rite?y u dun even trust me 1 more time?i m vy simple...i jz wna u wif me tat jz i wan..u trust me 1 more time plz..i will do as better as i can..i wont treat u badly as last time..trust me..i really LOVE U..i giving u my true heart..

I M ALWAYS WAITING FOR U