the 74th days

feel like let those strong people punch me until i forget everything...

i dont like to suffer for so much...

i know we are the best 1...

I wish we can go further...

not only a few years, what i want is, you be the 1 who will sit beside me until my last breath...

i dont like to smoke, but i dont know what the way to release my stress...

I WANT YOU!

the 73th days

the day is getting nearer and nearer, but i still dont know how to talk with you..

i know that the day i gonna meet you before you are fully disappeared from my life~

i know that the only chances to let you know everything in my heart~

But is that you really anti me so much until you wouldn't take any of my word?

I wish you will believes me for the last time!! the really last!!

the 72th days

So tired day...travel to kelantan and back to home in 2 days time..

I was thinking of you when i was on the way of my journey...

I wish you are beside the driver seat...

I wish you would talk to me...

I miss you all the time...

I love you....

the 71th days

Your image, the way you talk, the way you want something, your angry face, your smile, your voice, your tears, anything of yours...

Is still deeply marked in my heart..never been washed away...

It only belong to me...
Because i believe i m the only 1 able to make you smile...
I wish it will belongs to me forever...
I dont want to share with any1...

But, Do you still remember me?

the 70th days

So Stress~~!!!

Exam is coming soon, but i still haven done any preparation yet!!

Your exam is gonna to end, but i still dont know what to talk and what to tell!

I need a listener and adviser! i know you are the 1, but you are not with me now


WHAT CAN I DO?

the 69th days

i m curious that do you know who i am?

I wish to know, what is in your heart? am i really nothing for you?

But the answer i would know? I hope you are with me again, but i scare disturb your life,your happy life...

I have long time didnt see any of your real smile..

Are you really happy?SERIOUSLY?

the 68th days

You still always the 1 who leading my feeling

You still always the 1 who running my mind

You still always the 1 who be my aim

You still always the 1 who i m worried

You still always the 1 who i concern

Nobody can replace you...and i hope this message would spread into your mind!

STUPID YOU ALWAYS THINK ANOTHER WAY ROUND!A BAD AND NEGATIVE WAY :(

the 67th days

Did you saw a stupid guy still waiting you at a corner?

Did you realize a true heart being hurt and cold at the hidden corner?

Did you saw a guy that really love you looking on you?

Did you know there is a guy wants to talk to you?

Did you know that guy have alot things want to share with you and explain?

Did you know who is that guy?

Did you still remember this guy?

the 66th days

So many question in my mind~

So many unsolved unknown in my mind~

So many prediction in my mind~

So many thing running in my mind~

But it is only about you in my mind~

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!

the 65th days

I m always thinking,is that you fully removed me from your heart?

Is it you doesnt care of it anymore? am i a stranger for you right now?

I really dont know what to do, i just feel like warm you again~

I felt so sorry for my previous attitude, I will not breaking any promise if there is a chance for me in the future

I will only catch it tight, but...1 chance?the last chance?

the 64th days

i know the day is getting nearer, but really doesnt know what to talk on that day...

i scare, i dont dare to go find you that day...

because i cant accept that you will reject to talk to me...

in my dream..i saw you today...i wish that i will not wake up at that moment...

i really dont know what to do and what to talk to get you back...

I ONLY WANT YOU!

the 63th days

Today i traveled many places...KOTA DAMANSARA,LCCT,GENTING HIGHLAND...

Kinda tired but go along with my buddies, i feel like more relaxing...

I m waiting the the to meet you up again, I wish you wont ran away from me..

But if i m really annoyed your life...i would disappear...

I dont know what to do, I missed you, i dont really to let you again...

I wish that you really can come back to me...no matter how hard is the process...

Nobodies can replace you =( i love you

the 61th days

i feel like
i really feel like
I JUST FEEL LIKE DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY WHEN I MEET YOU!
MY MIND IS JUST SO EMPTY!

I wish you could understand everything and read my heart, because i really doesnt know how to show you and prove it.

I MISS YOU
I LOVE YOU
I WANT YOU!

but you will never believe any of my word! what i gonna to tell you is just a joke for you? i really wish to explain to you, but i think...it may a biggest joke for you....

the 60th days

tired to the max today~have a hair cut together with friends and now i looks more fresh compare when my hair is still long...

today is the 3rd day of your war...i willing to ask you that how do you feel and are you still can handle it well or not~

I have workout for my life~building up my body figure~make a big shoulder to hug you more tight and warm~i will never let you go again!

i m totally sicked of the jammie road...make me exhausted today...so damn tired~

and YOU! please remember take enough rest and water~jiayous

the 59th days

Alot of question that i wish to ask u by myself~
Alot of things that i wish to tell u by myself~

But all of them i dont know they way to tell you. How is the way?What is the way?

I know you will not choose to meet me, and dont wish to, but please~at least a chance that let me explain. You though me that everything goes wrong have to correct it! I did!

When will be the day that everything is goes back to the track? I m just like a human without soul and mind...

and the soul is always with you...

the 58th days

Today,erm...should be later...your big day as known as the war will begin..
Hope you really did a good preparation! If you did it well, i will give you a wish.

I will keep silent and watch what u did~!JIAYOUS my babe...

I am always there supporting you~! ALL THE BEST!

the 57th days

Stupid! exam coming soon...Please prepare well, i will pray hard for you at a hidden corner! But please get a good rest, dont get yourself into sick! If you are tired enough, please take a nap and set alarm. Please wake up at least 1 hour before the exam. Take breakfast when having morning test! Please take note!

I m not going to love a girl which dont know take a good care of herself!

Luopo~i wish to call you this nick again. I will chase you again until you feel warm again, i hope the chance is there for me!

Jiayous, love you always my dear!

the 56th days

Having fun with my buddies today... You are the apple of my eye at TGV KEPONG.
The movie is meaningful. Like it~! few of the scene remind me that the day that i plan to find you is getting nearer!

one of the scene is talking something in my heart~I dont want the answer yet, I just want to continue to love you! I m scare. I scare that you will never talk to me even look at me. I miss you~!I need you!

When i know this movie launching, i wish to watch with you, but the fact i cant!
So many things that i wish to do with you, but i dont know i still got the chance or not~

Please, I swear that i will not hurt you anymore, IT IS TRUE!

the 55th days

Am i ready go for the newest you? did u changed? Am i prepared well to go for you?
I know it would be a long long journey, but if i lost the chance, the chance will drop to other people...how should i do?

i dont care how people talks about me, discuss about me, i just care how you sight on me! i know the truth, but u doesnt willing to let me explain, because you will not believe any of my single words.

WHY LIKE THAT? I know i m the 1 who broke your heart alot of times, but deepest part of my heart! THAT IS YOU!

I JUST CARE HOW DO YOU THiNK ABOUT ME

the 54th days

I saw you in my dream again, i wish the time will just stop over there.
I saw u riding on my back and we going to some place. I saw your sweet smile, feel your happiness and feel that our heart is attached to each other. However, it still a dream. I know you hate me and angry me very much, because i m the heart breaker, but my dear, deepest part of my heart is always doing something for you~! I planned things depends on you.

I wish i can tell you everything in my heart~But you are not here for me...where can i collect the souls again?

the 53th days

Is the time to plan everything well~
The day is getting nearer and nearer~
I believe my own man power is enough to bring you to my world that finish decorated~
I will gives you the best~
The dark and shaded area will not appear~
I want you to live with happiness and not sadness anymore~
Edwin Khong is Dead, Edwin Khong is BORN to be there for you~
deepest part of my heart, is still the same~
the flame~is still heating because of you <3

I will not making any promised~I want you to see yourself~

the 52th days

I coming back to you aint giving u an annoy, suffer and bad life again.
I know you are angry about what i did on you and you feel so sad and unsecure.
I always the 1 who break the promise, I know i have no right to ask for a chance.
I still love you much, do you? I only wish to be 1 of the person that admire you and get you back again and not straight away that asking you come back to me.

I changed but not lot, i wish that we could understand each other again. Just the chance like this. Maybe that you feel so unfair, but I really can make it better, this is not a promise, is something that i must do for you actually.

After so long, i realize i was so wrong. I pick the wrong way and hurt the 1 i love.

Just only that.

You will never walk alone~

the 51th days

i got the bad bad news...
i hate myself, why dont i make the things be clear before decide anything.
and now, i m the bad person in your view.
i backstabed you behind you, but i didnt do so! i m not this kind of people, i din says anything and do anything! i dont know why peoples know! I didnt discuss you and spoil your personality infront of people!You rather believe what people says but not me..until the day i die, i will never listen that 3 words " i believe you"!

and now your heart is belong to others..
why everything is out from my control?i want says something but i cant!

DO YOU KNOW I GOT ALOT OF THING WANNA TO EXPLAIN?!

the 50th days

Went to have some alcoholic drinks today, enjoying the environment over there. The singer was singing the song made me thinking about you. I know i still missing you deeply in my heart. I feel want to take the drinks until i dont have any feeling, at last i didnt do so because i know i need to take myself home. I was just a stone and being silent over there, the fake smile, I cant smile really like myself without you.

thank god i got a branch of best buddy, they accompanied me all the way that i lost you. but it doesnt help to reduce the missing of you.

I really cant accept that u got a new lover so fast and then i m totally out from your mind...am i being joked?

the 49th days

I m waiting for you
I m waiting the update of you
I m waiting to see you
I m waiting to hear you
I m waiting to be with you

I m dreaming of you
I know i m not mature enough, i though you will accompany me all the time
but too bad...i m the 1 who still holding the rubber string...

You calling another guy as your dearest, and i m totally out from your mind...
Who am i for you? I m not dare to speak it out and feel the pain myself...
You already falled for that guy, I m nothing

the 48th days

sheep? goat? it will not be me...
i wish that is me, but in fact not?
i m already become one of your pass, you already forget who am i...
i m not the 1 you miss you dream again...
you got the new 1, and i m not the only 1...

you aint old you anymore, so cruel that you already got the new 1...i m trying to accept...but seems so hard...I MISS YOU!

wondering why your friend is so stupid and idiot..who think who is him?block me? dont do silly thing =)

the 47th days

Tired day @@ full day in the college...
I thought my work will be the most lousy...luckily not...i wonder why i got enough time to do the thing but some1 is not...is that so difficult to have teamwork?

The most enjoy moment when it is with my brothers =)
Love them xDD we have fun all the time...
they the most loyal for me =))

When i posted that status, i was like..nothing? but actually i wish to get your reply...in fact, i know it wont be happen...but it comes out from my heart, it isnt a joke...

I REALLY LOVE YOU!

the 46th days

Your exam is getting nearer and nearer, it will judge your future, please do well on it :) so yea, i know you feel the stress...dont worry...i will support you in a hidden corner, and enjoy the rest life of you at secondary school...u will miss it 1 day =P

I m doing for my short revision and prepared for video stuft...at the same time, dont know why that your face keep coming out in my mind...

I tell myself, not to think too much or else the thing will getting more worst...

I will stay calm and wait until the day..
Love you, fight for future xD

the 45th days

I waited for the answer whole days long, but i still haven get it...
I know you are so hardworking doing the revision for spm..so great if you really did it...
I can wait actually, and no matter how is the answer, I still going to you once you paper end...
I hope to see u again but i dont think that u really wish to...
But i promise, nope..is the promise that will be made by me and u...
That i will be better for you~! wait and see...this is the biggest present i could give u as 2 years anniversary!


Jiayous everything =) IMPROVING XD