the 85th days

I was alone in mcd today...

Miss the shadow of you...

Alot of our memories over there...

Every single corner reminds me...that you have supported me always when i facing some problem...

But too bad...you are not there for me anymore...

I MISS YOU!

the 84th days

I love you...

But i will try to letting it go...

Wish you good luck in the future...

I doesnt owe u everything...

the 82th days

I have fed up..

Just let it be...

I guess the 1 which is not facing that is you..

3 months ago, i did not give you any explain due to some reason...

and now...opps, it is alright...not my turn to talk anymore..

I just know how does i love you...i will letting it go..

LOVE YOU

the 81th days

I dont know what to write today...

I just feel like let it be...

I m sick of that...

the 80th days

1 more day to go...

how should i do?

i asked my deepest part of my heart..

is that i still loving you after so long and do i still need you?

when this question comes to me..my heartbeat rate increased...

Then, i decide to..warm your heart again...if possible!!

the 78th days

出尽喝奶的力....hehe

路遥知马力，日久见人心...

i sure that you will know that 1 day...IF you dare to accept the challenge

I m ready for everything =D

Please beware!I m serious now!

the 77th days

Are you ready for the new journey?

I have ready to make a new and better life for you...


I just wish to be with you and cheer your life =D


You will sense it..i coming with the true...

the 76th days

I still...still...remember the day 2 years ago...

In my room,i was hugging you tightly...

The day...i will never forget! 4.16pm

The excited moment! YOU ARE WITH ME! you change my life!

the same day...i was just sitting in front of my pc...looking at your photo!

You already forgot me...

I want you be with me! i dont wanna let it just be a history! not a past tense!!!

the 75th days

Step into December, the days is getting nearer and nearer...

What i will tell you? What i will do? I dont know!

Yes, i m nervous of it, i scare to facing it! i m DUMP!

Maybe I already kicked out from your mind, you wont cares anymore, this is the things nearer to the facts...

I scare to get reject from you...

BECAUSE I REALLY LOVE YOU DEEP!

THE ONLY THING IN MY STORY IS I LOVE YOU! CAN YOU SEE THAT?

NO, U WOULD SEE AT ALL!

the 74th days

feel like let those strong people punch me until i forget everything...

i dont like to suffer for so much...

i know we are the best 1...

I wish we can go further...

not only a few years, what i want is, you be the 1 who will sit beside me until my last breath...

i dont like to smoke, but i dont know what the way to release my stress...

I WANT YOU!

the 73th days

the day is getting nearer and nearer, but i still dont know how to talk with you..

i know that the day i gonna meet you before you are fully disappeared from my life~

i know that the only chances to let you know everything in my heart~

But is that you really anti me so much until you wouldn't take any of my word?

I wish you will believes me for the last time!! the really last!!

the 72th days

So tired day...travel to kelantan and back to home in 2 days time..

I was thinking of you when i was on the way of my journey...

I wish you are beside the driver seat...

I wish you would talk to me...

I miss you all the time...

I love you....

the 71th days

Your image, the way you talk, the way you want something, your angry face, your smile, your voice, your tears, anything of yours...

Is still deeply marked in my heart..never been washed away...

It only belong to me...
Because i believe i m the only 1 able to make you smile...
I wish it will belongs to me forever...
I dont want to share with any1...

But, Do you still remember me?

the 70th days

So Stress~~!!!

Exam is coming soon, but i still haven done any preparation yet!!

Your exam is gonna to end, but i still dont know what to talk and what to tell!

I need a listener and adviser! i know you are the 1, but you are not with me now


WHAT CAN I DO?

the 69th days

i m curious that do you know who i am?

I wish to know, what is in your heart? am i really nothing for you?

But the answer i would know? I hope you are with me again, but i scare disturb your life,your happy life...

I have long time didnt see any of your real smile..

Are you really happy?SERIOUSLY?

the 68th days

You still always the 1 who leading my feeling

You still always the 1 who running my mind

You still always the 1 who be my aim

You still always the 1 who i m worried

You still always the 1 who i concern

Nobody can replace you...and i hope this message would spread into your mind!

STUPID YOU ALWAYS THINK ANOTHER WAY ROUND!A BAD AND NEGATIVE WAY :(

the 67th days

Did you saw a stupid guy still waiting you at a corner?

Did you realize a true heart being hurt and cold at the hidden corner?

Did you saw a guy that really love you looking on you?

Did you know there is a guy wants to talk to you?

Did you know that guy have alot things want to share with you and explain?

Did you know who is that guy?

Did you still remember this guy?

the 66th days

So many question in my mind~

So many unsolved unknown in my mind~

So many prediction in my mind~

So many thing running in my mind~

But it is only about you in my mind~

I LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU!

the 65th days

I m always thinking,is that you fully removed me from your heart?

Is it you doesnt care of it anymore? am i a stranger for you right now?

I really dont know what to do, i just feel like warm you again~

I felt so sorry for my previous attitude, I will not breaking any promise if there is a chance for me in the future

I will only catch it tight, but...1 chance?the last chance?

the 64th days

i know the day is getting nearer, but really doesnt know what to talk on that day...

i scare, i dont dare to go find you that day...

because i cant accept that you will reject to talk to me...

in my dream..i saw you today...i wish that i will not wake up at that moment...

i really dont know what to do and what to talk to get you back...

I ONLY WANT YOU!

the 63th days

Today i traveled many places...KOTA DAMANSARA,LCCT,GENTING HIGHLAND...

Kinda tired but go along with my buddies, i feel like more relaxing...

I m waiting the the to meet you up again, I wish you wont ran away from me..

But if i m really annoyed your life...i would disappear...

I dont know what to do, I missed you, i dont really to let you again...

I wish that you really can come back to me...no matter how hard is the process...

Nobodies can replace you =( i love you

the 61th days

i feel like
i really feel like
I JUST FEEL LIKE DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY WHEN I MEET YOU!
MY MIND IS JUST SO EMPTY!

I wish you could understand everything and read my heart, because i really doesnt know how to show you and prove it.

I MISS YOU
I LOVE YOU
I WANT YOU!

but you will never believe any of my word! what i gonna to tell you is just a joke for you? i really wish to explain to you, but i think...it may a biggest joke for you....

the 60th days

tired to the max today~have a hair cut together with friends and now i looks more fresh compare when my hair is still long...

today is the 3rd day of your war...i willing to ask you that how do you feel and are you still can handle it well or not~

I have workout for my life~building up my body figure~make a big shoulder to hug you more tight and warm~i will never let you go again!

i m totally sicked of the jammie road...make me exhausted today...so damn tired~

and YOU! please remember take enough rest and water~jiayous

the 59th days

Alot of question that i wish to ask u by myself~
Alot of things that i wish to tell u by myself~

But all of them i dont know they way to tell you. How is the way?What is the way?

I know you will not choose to meet me, and dont wish to, but please~at least a chance that let me explain. You though me that everything goes wrong have to correct it! I did!

When will be the day that everything is goes back to the track? I m just like a human without soul and mind...

and the soul is always with you...

the 58th days

Today,erm...should be later...your big day as known as the war will begin..
Hope you really did a good preparation! If you did it well, i will give you a wish.

I will keep silent and watch what u did~!JIAYOUS my babe...

I am always there supporting you~! ALL THE BEST!

the 57th days

Stupid! exam coming soon...Please prepare well, i will pray hard for you at a hidden corner! But please get a good rest, dont get yourself into sick! If you are tired enough, please take a nap and set alarm. Please wake up at least 1 hour before the exam. Take breakfast when having morning test! Please take note!

I m not going to love a girl which dont know take a good care of herself!

Luopo~i wish to call you this nick again. I will chase you again until you feel warm again, i hope the chance is there for me!

Jiayous, love you always my dear!

the 56th days

Having fun with my buddies today... You are the apple of my eye at TGV KEPONG.
The movie is meaningful. Like it~! few of the scene remind me that the day that i plan to find you is getting nearer!

one of the scene is talking something in my heart~I dont want the answer yet, I just want to continue to love you! I m scare. I scare that you will never talk to me even look at me. I miss you~!I need you!

When i know this movie launching, i wish to watch with you, but the fact i cant!
So many things that i wish to do with you, but i dont know i still got the chance or not~

Please, I swear that i will not hurt you anymore, IT IS TRUE!

the 55th days

Am i ready go for the newest you? did u changed? Am i prepared well to go for you?
I know it would be a long long journey, but if i lost the chance, the chance will drop to other people...how should i do?

i dont care how people talks about me, discuss about me, i just care how you sight on me! i know the truth, but u doesnt willing to let me explain, because you will not believe any of my single words.

WHY LIKE THAT? I know i m the 1 who broke your heart alot of times, but deepest part of my heart! THAT IS YOU!

I JUST CARE HOW DO YOU THiNK ABOUT ME

the 54th days

I saw you in my dream again, i wish the time will just stop over there.
I saw u riding on my back and we going to some place. I saw your sweet smile, feel your happiness and feel that our heart is attached to each other. However, it still a dream. I know you hate me and angry me very much, because i m the heart breaker, but my dear, deepest part of my heart is always doing something for you~! I planned things depends on you.

I wish i can tell you everything in my heart~But you are not here for me...where can i collect the souls again?

the 53th days

Is the time to plan everything well~
The day is getting nearer and nearer~
I believe my own man power is enough to bring you to my world that finish decorated~
I will gives you the best~
The dark and shaded area will not appear~
I want you to live with happiness and not sadness anymore~
Edwin Khong is Dead, Edwin Khong is BORN to be there for you~
deepest part of my heart, is still the same~
the flame~is still heating because of you <3

I will not making any promised~I want you to see yourself~

the 52th days

I coming back to you aint giving u an annoy, suffer and bad life again.
I know you are angry about what i did on you and you feel so sad and unsecure.
I always the 1 who break the promise, I know i have no right to ask for a chance.
I still love you much, do you? I only wish to be 1 of the person that admire you and get you back again and not straight away that asking you come back to me.

I changed but not lot, i wish that we could understand each other again. Just the chance like this. Maybe that you feel so unfair, but I really can make it better, this is not a promise, is something that i must do for you actually.

After so long, i realize i was so wrong. I pick the wrong way and hurt the 1 i love.

Just only that.

You will never walk alone~

the 51th days

i got the bad bad news...
i hate myself, why dont i make the things be clear before decide anything.
and now, i m the bad person in your view.
i backstabed you behind you, but i didnt do so! i m not this kind of people, i din says anything and do anything! i dont know why peoples know! I didnt discuss you and spoil your personality infront of people!You rather believe what people says but not me..until the day i die, i will never listen that 3 words " i believe you"!

and now your heart is belong to others..
why everything is out from my control?i want says something but i cant!

DO YOU KNOW I GOT ALOT OF THING WANNA TO EXPLAIN?!

the 50th days

Went to have some alcoholic drinks today, enjoying the environment over there. The singer was singing the song made me thinking about you. I know i still missing you deeply in my heart. I feel want to take the drinks until i dont have any feeling, at last i didnt do so because i know i need to take myself home. I was just a stone and being silent over there, the fake smile, I cant smile really like myself without you.

thank god i got a branch of best buddy, they accompanied me all the way that i lost you. but it doesnt help to reduce the missing of you.

I really cant accept that u got a new lover so fast and then i m totally out from your mind...am i being joked?

the 49th days

I m waiting for you
I m waiting the update of you
I m waiting to see you
I m waiting to hear you
I m waiting to be with you

I m dreaming of you
I know i m not mature enough, i though you will accompany me all the time
but too bad...i m the 1 who still holding the rubber string...

You calling another guy as your dearest, and i m totally out from your mind...
Who am i for you? I m not dare to speak it out and feel the pain myself...
You already falled for that guy, I m nothing

the 48th days

sheep? goat? it will not be me...
i wish that is me, but in fact not?
i m already become one of your pass, you already forget who am i...
i m not the 1 you miss you dream again...
you got the new 1, and i m not the only 1...

you aint old you anymore, so cruel that you already got the new 1...i m trying to accept...but seems so hard...I MISS YOU!

wondering why your friend is so stupid and idiot..who think who is him?block me? dont do silly thing =)

the 47th days

Tired day @@ full day in the college...
I thought my work will be the most lousy...luckily not...i wonder why i got enough time to do the thing but some1 is not...is that so difficult to have teamwork?

The most enjoy moment when it is with my brothers =)
Love them xDD we have fun all the time...
they the most loyal for me =))

When i posted that status, i was like..nothing? but actually i wish to get your reply...in fact, i know it wont be happen...but it comes out from my heart, it isnt a joke...

I REALLY LOVE YOU!

the 46th days

Your exam is getting nearer and nearer, it will judge your future, please do well on it :) so yea, i know you feel the stress...dont worry...i will support you in a hidden corner, and enjoy the rest life of you at secondary school...u will miss it 1 day =P

I m doing for my short revision and prepared for video stuft...at the same time, dont know why that your face keep coming out in my mind...

I tell myself, not to think too much or else the thing will getting more worst...

I will stay calm and wait until the day..
Love you, fight for future xD

the 45th days

I waited for the answer whole days long, but i still haven get it...
I know you are so hardworking doing the revision for spm..so great if you really did it...
I can wait actually, and no matter how is the answer, I still going to you once you paper end...
I hope to see u again but i dont think that u really wish to...
But i promise, nope..is the promise that will be made by me and u...
That i will be better for you~! wait and see...this is the biggest present i could give u as 2 years anniversary!


Jiayous everything =) IMPROVING XD

the 44th days

I read through your fb...
I saw the thing that i doesnt wish to saw...
The name you gave me...Is gave to other people...
You got the 1 u wanted...but it is not me...
My heart, my soul, is freezed....

I dont know what to say, what to do..even dont know what is in my mind...

I m just empty

the 43th days

I m still waiting for you...But i dont know that weather you know about this...
I m curious about, how much that u still remember me, how much do you still love me...50% 30% or 0?

Do you know the love belong to you is always the same? it is all belong to u..
Do you know i m jealous when i saw you talking to other guy?I m totally sad because the endless reply between both of you!

How could i stay happier without you?
How could i stay relax without you?
How could i stay steadily without you?

My darling, I want you :(

the 42th days

Hmmmm...this recently..my face -.- TERRIBLE! need your "surgery"!! pimples pop out non stop~i still remember i scare when you wanted to do operation on my face...ITS PAINFUL! WUWU!! but i know that is for my own good...

I found the box the was inside my cupboard...all thing thing u gave me was in store nicely...i read 1 of the paper that you wrote...is saying about what we have done in the pass...i can feel how happy and warm you are...And now, i can see how happy that you live without me..i was thinking, should i go and disturb your life again? My mind tell me, "if you love her, please! MAKE HER LIFE MORE INTERESTING, BE HER BETTER MAN!"

i m still waiting for the day, no matter how hard is that! You are the only 1 <3

the 41th days

I said i wont go see your profile anymore, but i fail to do so. I went to see it automatically, and! I feel like..dont know how to describe it~ just dont really like the endless replies between you and him.

I wish to talk with you, but i m the 1 who banned by you! I just can hiding hidden corner staring on you~ I miss the day we have endless talks, chats, messages! every single night, i tell the god, please, I just want you back! and asking the bless from god to help you on studies! Is that my dream will come true?

Now i really understand your feeling, your situation and What do we really should do and needed! I m so sorry about what i had did on you last time! I will treat you the best u could IF the chance is still there for me. I miss you!

the 40th days

I m hiding a corner there watching what u did everyday. I m so glad of you that you so concentrate on your studies( that what i thought). I believes that you really pay fully attention to your studies, maybe this is the only way that i will live better that not always thinking that you are talking to bees!

But, i really dislike that! I dont like you talk to that guy! Your fans! I dont know why i dont like the endless replies both of you. I feel like whack the wall until it crack! I wish the 1 who talking to you that is me! I wish it badly! DO YOU KNOW? but you are talking to another guy and totally forget about me!

When i needed you, you are not here! I m alone! I have to find my way myself! Dont dump me so far away please!

I want talk with you!

the 39th days

The day getting closer and closer to your exam, and that remind me, the day to find you is getting closer. I was asking myself, should go for you? Is that you will getting happy if i disappear from your life? Is that you will get a better way without me. The feel is just like when the 1st time i chasing you, I dont wanna to blocking your way to get something better. Is that me being the blockage? I figure out, you seem so happy without me. You never think about me once i leave you alone. So what should i do?

Yea, honestly i want you. But, are you the same? I dont know! I miss you badly every single night! I m sorry what i had did on you!

the 38th days

Just having a good good test today~ teeeheeeeeeeee
But it is so tiring, i went home a have a nap for few hours.
after that keep stalking on your facebook! Ish~so many bees, i dont like it =(
i wish i can talk to you, but cant~
staring on your profile but cant make any noise...
i wish to know you more~i wish to give you more~
i will catch tide the chance if it still belong to me

jiayou exam :)

the 37th days

I go check the chat between me and u today. At first, we having nice talk and lot of sweet talk, that remind me how happy you are that time. But the more i view, the more that i realize the sweet talk turns to others way and become some aggressive words and sentences. I read through 1 by 1, i felt your sadness and disappointment, but you still always there supporting me waiting me. I aint a good boy friend, why do you treat me so good? I feel so guilty! and the thing i most cant accept is that the word i tell you is just even worst than i whacking you with the hammer! I cant accept myself! I HATE MYSELF! Why dont u just leave me that time! Now i know why u so hate me and so disappointed, i know your heart already cooled down.

When u always get something else to improve yourself, but i still remain the same position. It is the thing u dont like, i knew it! I break my promise again and again. Love wont bring you to a better future. But u always think about our future, and me just like a lazy bug slacking over there.

So sorry my Love 1...i guess u will oni stay in my heart and u wouldnt trust me anymore. I hate myself you know? I hurted the 1 i love!i dont dare to ask you for another chances, I m sorry!

the 36th days

today was a tired day, i was just slacked in my house with computer. keep "stalking" what are you doing. I wish that you did ur revision nicely. 2-3 weeks later u will have a big big war, i praying hard, hope the god blessing u to do every thing smooth.

i went basketball today, i saw the guy that chased u at the same time with me. Alot of my memory keep running in my mind. How do i treat u when i chasing u, what i did for u, what i tell you! i found out, i m getting cold after long time, maybe we already know each others well. But sorry, i shouldn't let you alone sometime. My bad!

i miss the day that u walked with me...i miss you,i want you! <3

the 35th days

oppsssss.........yesterday internet was down :( but i still cant sleep early~because my mind is full of you. I was in bad mood yesterday, i dont know why! i hope to talk to someone that i can trust. But i know, there are no 1 beside you.

I miss you badly, do you know? My tears fall down silently, i wish to see you. grab you back to me! i m so sorry that i hurt you!

if u give me another chance, i will catch it tide! really! no more lies!

i miss you

the 34th days

In my mind, i still planing that go longer journey with you.
In my mind, i still thinking which place that i didnt bring u go before.
In my mind, i still finding those food that we never try before.
In my mind, i still thinking which day only u will be with me again.

but~what is in your mind?
I didnt expect that you will care my feeling anymore, but at least, another chance and last please! i can letting everything go just except you!

Only few words, the only few words can describe everything that i want to tell u
"sorry my dear, i love you"

but you cant hear it!
I hope that another chance for me and you to built up another relation!!

the 33th days

i m still thinking, is that u already not love me anymore?
why can do you do something so cruel to me? yea, i got your new contact number~ so do u need to blocked me until both of us lost contact to each other? I m so sad, do u know? do u know how long and how i feel when i m looking for you but you are not here? i just want to be stay beside you, at least let me have your news!

i really dont know what to say, what to move, what to do~
i totally lost my way of direction!
but i still acting in front of people, no one really know me, but i thought you know!
BUT ACTUALLY NOT! I M THINKING TOO MUUCH!

I wish that you are still there for me, the 1 which understand me :(

the 32th days

i called u, i just simply want to hear your sound
i texted u, i just wanna share my feeling with you
i get ur number, because i doesnt want our connection disconnected

i know you are hurt, i know you hard to believe me again, but at least, give me the last chance

do u know? u the only in my mind, in my heart.
i really love u so much~ no one could replace u, just only u~!

the 31th days

今天是超累的一天！放学后，我去找了你的姐姐,Taylors University. 当时的她还在上课，我唯有到处走走！我发觉了这所学校有我想要的东西，环境，科室，设备，品质！都是我想要的！我当时想了想，我转来这所学校也不错！突然，不知怎么的，我想起了你~我知道，你就快要选科系了~我在想如果我们在同一所学校，那该多好！放课后可以一起回家，上学可以一起去！我真的有那股冲动~可惜，你已不在我身边。。。所有的想都不知道几时会实现，也不懂会不会实现~

一直听别人的意见，再加上我自己脑海想的！我真得不懂如何是好~找你，不找你~这个问题，一直出现在我脑海里~我想，我却不懂你怎么样！我真的会做得比以前好。。。我怕到我找回你的那一天~你已遗忘了我是谁~我只想你在我身边，我什么都不想要~我真的好想你~我的灵魂，我的心跳，都为你着迷去了！

我不是什么好男人，没跑车，没大房子，什么都没，就只有一颗脆弱且真诚的一颗真心，你还会要吗？

现在的我，只能躲在一个角落，为你打气，欢呼，祝福你！这不是我想要的！我要的是为你带来全部！回来，好吗？
老婆！

the 30th days

i wish i could be with you right now,
i wish i could support beside you,
i wish i could bring u some drinks,
i wish i could bring u some warm,
i wish i could bring u some advise.

i know i couldnt disturb u,
i know i couldnt contact u,
i know i couldnt appear in front of u,
but those wish will only be my dream.

a simple word,
a simple action,
a simple smile,
a simple move,
that u thought just simple, but it is actually touch my heart every single second.

i will only meet u in my dream,
my soul,
my heart,
is playing the song that belong to me and u,
i m still waiting, waiting...waiting the moment that u play the song with me again.

my dear <3, im still loving u much...please come back to me, i n sorry

the 29th days

雨天

一句话有很多意思，
讲话要想清楚，
任何事情都不要太过分，
我都还记得，你所说的东西，我不是没心在意，我都在听，
你说的永远都会是我的选择，因为，你就是我的选择~
也许，我就是那么大意，没顾虑到你的感受，可是我真得很想很想和你走得更远，
甚至想把你娶回来！我的心永远都还在为你跳动..从不放弃！！

我不能接受没有了你,也许我的付出，可能是个笑话，可是，你听好!!我真的好爱好爱你！我不是因为寂寞而找你！我是要和你走更遥远的路！

你这女人！下了什么降头？我的泪水，我的灵魂怎么都不收我控制？！你知道我好想你吗？我甚至傻到打去你的旧号码就为了听你的声音！你不要那么残忍嘛，我会改过，我会对你更好!大家一起在付出啊！

i <3 u

想你

怎么每个晚上都在想你？你跑到哪里去了？ =(

没其他的

我只想你幸福快乐

等

等了一整天 只是想看到你上线
虽说大家必须个忙各的 可我的心还在你那裹
我不是不习惯没有你 而是不想再失去你 我真得很像何你在从来

我接受不到

当我爱你爱到最深时,你要离开我!!我接受不到!!!

知错能改，善莫大焉 <<<< 是真的吗？

我知道 你对我真得很失望了

我也知道 说不能代表一切 今后我会努力 为了你，我自己，我知道不能再开玩笑了

我知道 你不喜欢我找其他女生 现在我明白了 我可以不找!!

我知道 我只想要你呆在我身边支持我 陪伴我 走我们要走的路！

我会等你回来!!

努力

什么都说了，我知道只是爱你不能给你更美好的未来

可是，我原以为你办到，请相信我，行动是最好的证明！

可是，我真的好害怕你不理会我的那一刻！！就算现在不是大家在一起的最好时候，可是并不代表我们不能互相为对方打气。。。我只想和你说说话~

我真得想你了

老婆，我真的懂了

我知错了，可是你还愿意给我机会吗？

我终于发现，什么对我才是最重要的...好想把心里的一切都给告诉你 =((

一切都变了？

当我醒来时，真得太迟了吗？
真的是我画上句号吗？


对不起，我又想你了。。。我最亲爱的，你在哪里？

可不可以别丢下我一个人？