I go check the chat between me and u today. At first, we having nice talk and lot of sweet talk, that remind me how happy you are that time. But the more i view, the more that i realize the sweet talk turns to others way and become some aggressive words and sentences. I read through 1 by 1, i felt your sadness and disappointment, but you still always there supporting me waiting me. I aint a good boy friend, why do you treat me so good? I feel so guilty! and the thing i most cant accept is that the word i tell you is just even worst than i whacking you with the hammer! I cant accept myself! I HATE MYSELF! Why dont u just leave me that time! Now i know why u so hate me and so disappointed, i know your heart already cooled down.
When u always get something else to improve yourself, but i still remain the same position. It is the thing u dont like, i knew it! I break my promise again and again. Love wont bring you to a better future. But u always think about our future, and me just like a lazy bug slacking over there.
So sorry my Love 1...i guess u will oni stay in my heart and u wouldnt trust me anymore. I hate myself you know? I hurted the 1 i love!i dont dare to ask you for another chances, I m sorry!
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