the 34th days

In my mind, i still planing that go longer journey with you.
In my mind, i still thinking which place that i didnt bring u go before.
In my mind, i still finding those food that we never try before.
In my mind, i still thinking which day only u will be with me again.

but~what is in your mind?
I didnt expect that you will care my feeling anymore, but at least, another chance and last please! i can letting everything go just except you!

Only few words, the only few words can describe everything that i want to tell u
"sorry my dear, i love you"

but you cant hear it!
I hope that another chance for me and you to built up another relation!!

the 33th days

i m still thinking, is that u already not love me anymore?
why can do you do something so cruel to me? yea, i got your new contact number~ so do u need to blocked me until both of us lost contact to each other? I m so sad, do u know? do u know how long and how i feel when i m looking for you but you are not here? i just want to be stay beside you, at least let me have your news!

i really dont know what to say, what to move, what to do~
i totally lost my way of direction!
but i still acting in front of people, no one really know me, but i thought you know!
BUT ACTUALLY NOT! I M THINKING TOO MUUCH!

I wish that you are still there for me, the 1 which understand me :(

the 32th days

i called u, i just simply want to hear your sound
i texted u, i just wanna share my feeling with you
i get ur number, because i doesnt want our connection disconnected

i know you are hurt, i know you hard to believe me again, but at least, give me the last chance

do u know? u the only in my mind, in my heart.
i really love u so much~ no one could replace u, just only u~!

the 31th days

今天是超累的一天！放学后，我去找了你的姐姐,Taylors University. 当时的她还在上课，我唯有到处走走！我发觉了这所学校有我想要的东西，环境，科室，设备，品质！都是我想要的！我当时想了想，我转来这所学校也不错！突然，不知怎么的，我想起了你~我知道，你就快要选科系了~我在想如果我们在同一所学校，那该多好！放课后可以一起回家，上学可以一起去！我真的有那股冲动~可惜，你已不在我身边。。。所有的想都不知道几时会实现，也不懂会不会实现~

一直听别人的意见，再加上我自己脑海想的！我真得不懂如何是好~找你，不找你~这个问题，一直出现在我脑海里~我想，我却不懂你怎么样！我真的会做得比以前好。。。我怕到我找回你的那一天~你已遗忘了我是谁~我只想你在我身边，我什么都不想要~我真的好想你~我的灵魂，我的心跳，都为你着迷去了！

我不是什么好男人，没跑车，没大房子，什么都没，就只有一颗脆弱且真诚的一颗真心，你还会要吗？

现在的我，只能躲在一个角落，为你打气，欢呼，祝福你！这不是我想要的！我要的是为你带来全部！回来，好吗？
老婆！

the 30th days

i wish i could be with you right now,
i wish i could support beside you,
i wish i could bring u some drinks,
i wish i could bring u some warm,
i wish i could bring u some advise.

i know i couldnt disturb u,
i know i couldnt contact u,
i know i couldnt appear in front of u,
but those wish will only be my dream.

a simple word,
a simple action,
a simple smile,
a simple move,
that u thought just simple, but it is actually touch my heart every single second.

i will only meet u in my dream,
my soul,
my heart,
is playing the song that belong to me and u,
i m still waiting, waiting...waiting the moment that u play the song with me again.

my dear <3, im still loving u much...please come back to me, i n sorry

the 29th days

雨天

一句话有很多意思，
讲话要想清楚，
任何事情都不要太过分，
我都还记得，你所说的东西，我不是没心在意，我都在听，
你说的永远都会是我的选择，因为，你就是我的选择~
也许，我就是那么大意，没顾虑到你的感受，可是我真得很想很想和你走得更远，
甚至想把你娶回来！我的心永远都还在为你跳动..从不放弃！！

我不能接受没有了你,也许我的付出，可能是个笑话，可是，你听好!!我真的好爱好爱你！我不是因为寂寞而找你！我是要和你走更遥远的路！

你这女人！下了什么降头？我的泪水，我的灵魂怎么都不收我控制？！你知道我好想你吗？我甚至傻到打去你的旧号码就为了听你的声音！你不要那么残忍嘛，我会改过，我会对你更好!大家一起在付出啊！

i <3 u

想你

怎么每个晚上都在想你？你跑到哪里去了？ =(