the 44th days

I read through your fb...
I saw the thing that i doesnt wish to saw...
The name you gave me...Is gave to other people...
You got the 1 u wanted...but it is not me...
My heart, my soul, is freezed....

I dont know what to say, what to do..even dont know what is in my mind...

I m just empty

the 43th days

I m still waiting for you...But i dont know that weather you know about this...
I m curious about, how much that u still remember me, how much do you still love me...50% 30% or 0?

Do you know the love belong to you is always the same? it is all belong to u..
Do you know i m jealous when i saw you talking to other guy?I m totally sad because the endless reply between both of you!

How could i stay happier without you?
How could i stay relax without you?
How could i stay steadily without you?

My darling, I want you :(

the 42th days

Hmmmm...this recently..my face -.- TERRIBLE! need your "surgery"!! pimples pop out non stop~i still remember i scare when you wanted to do operation on my face...ITS PAINFUL! WUWU!! but i know that is for my own good...

I found the box the was inside my cupboard...all thing thing u gave me was in store nicely...i read 1 of the paper that you wrote...is saying about what we have done in the pass...i can feel how happy and warm you are...And now, i can see how happy that you live without me..i was thinking, should i go and disturb your life again? My mind tell me, "if you love her, please! MAKE HER LIFE MORE INTERESTING, BE HER BETTER MAN!"

i m still waiting for the day, no matter how hard is that! You are the only 1 <3

the 41th days

I said i wont go see your profile anymore, but i fail to do so. I went to see it automatically, and! I feel like..dont know how to describe it~ just dont really like the endless replies between you and him.

I wish to talk with you, but i m the 1 who banned by you! I just can hiding hidden corner staring on you~ I miss the day we have endless talks, chats, messages! every single night, i tell the god, please, I just want you back! and asking the bless from god to help you on studies! Is that my dream will come true?

Now i really understand your feeling, your situation and What do we really should do and needed! I m so sorry about what i had did on you last time! I will treat you the best u could IF the chance is still there for me. I miss you!

the 40th days

I m hiding a corner there watching what u did everyday. I m so glad of you that you so concentrate on your studies( that what i thought). I believes that you really pay fully attention to your studies, maybe this is the only way that i will live better that not always thinking that you are talking to bees!

But, i really dislike that! I dont like you talk to that guy! Your fans! I dont know why i dont like the endless replies both of you. I feel like whack the wall until it crack! I wish the 1 who talking to you that is me! I wish it badly! DO YOU KNOW? but you are talking to another guy and totally forget about me!

When i needed you, you are not here! I m alone! I have to find my way myself! Dont dump me so far away please!

I want talk with you!

the 39th days

The day getting closer and closer to your exam, and that remind me, the day to find you is getting closer. I was asking myself, should go for you? Is that you will getting happy if i disappear from your life? Is that you will get a better way without me. The feel is just like when the 1st time i chasing you, I dont wanna to blocking your way to get something better. Is that me being the blockage? I figure out, you seem so happy without me. You never think about me once i leave you alone. So what should i do?

Yea, honestly i want you. But, are you the same? I dont know! I miss you badly every single night! I m sorry what i had did on you!

the 38th days

Just having a good good test today~ teeeheeeeeeeee
But it is so tiring, i went home a have a nap for few hours.
after that keep stalking on your facebook! Ish~so many bees, i dont like it =(
i wish i can talk to you, but cant~
staring on your profile but cant make any noise...
i wish to know you more~i wish to give you more~
i will catch tide the chance if it still belong to me

jiayou exam :)