SUFFERING~

head spinning~pain..ouch~~but need to go to college soon..
tired...coz yest whole nite nvr fall in slept...cz thking the problem between me n u n him....
in my mind...i keep thking that i m blocking u both and disturbing u both...
i seem like annoyed...is that true?
coz i sense that u are acting in front of me...that wad i dun wan...coz i noe u nt feeling well if u do that...
dun coz scare to hurt me den show me the fake..i hate that...u wan him jz go..i will let u go...
for me...that is doesn't matter..that is ok...the most important..is u living in the life u wan..and...u happy..

jz a momment ago..
i viewed ur fs profile...
saw ur shoutout....
issit u talking us?
issit??the question keep jump on my mind...
ya...mayb we skip too much...since u tell me he make u blur and look like wan chase u...
summore i saw u both so good...i admit that i "cemburu"
at 1st, i really wan mam mam lai wif u...wan noe u well 1st...but...dunno y...
wad makes me thk so much and skip too many...
many too gan jeong d...swt

hmmm....well....hope all will b return to normal soon...i will always waiting for u...
no matter wad will happen in the end...fren or couple...i will respect ur decision...


THE HOLE IS GETTING DEEPER AND DEEPER